..I couldn't take it anymore..I did what I had to do..

after a brief interlude of wanting to satisfy my questions about him...I forced the issue in the park behind the house at like 1am. I just got back.
I sent an email ending a potential friendship...possible relationship.
Yes, it was the enormous amount of vodka that triggered off my final decision. Do I regret it...NO, well at least not now because I am feeling like I got used anyways..............go figure my first experience turned out to be a f**king disaster with a cross dresser...........
I've been down this road before.....................and lo and behold....the results were surprisingly similar............
I just don't care anymore............................